ok I fucking quit.
I tryed to make friends on this piece of crap
i said hey art happy freaks, I'll fitt right in
nope
i only have one deviant watch WOW go me
in a fucking world where I try really hard at art but just because i dont have some fancy "photoshop" program to do all my work for me,my arts not good
the only people who comment on my page is thanking me for faving their work
and the only comments I get are fuckers who criticse(i dont give a fuck how its spelt) my work, and dont fucking help me at all!
i just wanted to make some goddamn friends
this is bullsit most of these people are alot better than me,yes
but come on no one even probably looked at my favorit piece, souls are over rated I spent a week on that with characol I won two fucking awards on it
and gummy worms thing...water colors and a sharpy took me a month and I also won awards on that piece but I got nothin
just oh you tryed hard
but instead just cause I didnt get a great picture of the pices doesnt mean their crap
i hate what this website has done
made me feel like I had to impress people
i've never felt like that before and its given ne a creative block
i get so pissed at my art
i just wanted friends but thats fucked

ps dont respond to this i dont give a shit anymore
im back to nami
im done trying to impress these people....that wont make me happy
im leaving tomorrow